je'taime la monique

):

2008-10-29T01:06:00.002+08:00

and life seems to have come to a standstill.
well at least for mine.

thematchingprinciples

2008-08-08T01:51:00.011+08:00

hey folks!
ive been busy setting up my own online fashion shop!
i named it thematchingprinciples (:
and its ready for the launch of its very first collection!
spread the word around and shop hard! (:
come visit and support me @ www.thematching.livejournal.com

xoxo
cherylll

heres a preview of the first collection

drop a mail to thematchingprinciples@gmail.com
or drop a comment @ livejournal to join our mailing list! (:

baby (:

2008-07-12T01:42:00.004+08:00

sometimes
its good to let the pictures do the talking
about the who what when why in my life.

these photos brings back nice memories

yes tts wad you do when u get bored of muggin

rawr! i big scary monsterr!

baby bought me this cute leetle stitch (:

it was really sweet of yuo that nite
and stitch is my favourite toy now.
yes im biased. so my other toys are in the cold palace.

stitch bites baby

stitch makes me smile.

ps. im leaving for bkk for a week.
meanwhile, pray for my wallet.

til then,
xoxo.

go china!

2008-06-26T01:00:00.010+08:00

in case ure wondering
where i went missing for a month,
i was off to CHINA and HONGKONG!

first stop, guangzhou china.
off to bei liu village
as a english volunteer teacher!

and the journey begins...

our first stop to yi-zhong sec school.

welcome to er-zhong.
and this shall b where i breathe and eat for the countless days ahead.

our bunk. yes. close ur mouth
i know ure gasping in shock.
p.s we bought the pillows (:

i call it the 3-in-1 meal.
"meat" + corn + vege.

this is where they cook our rice in
yes in some push cart trolley. amazing?!

the view from our 5th storey bunks.

check out the toilet. there are worms on the ground.
i swear its the worst toilet i have even seen.
yes the w-o-r-s-t.

the emo nemo kidos ready to rock erzhong!

the awesomest tcher; yours truly!

teaching wif our hearts n souls.

my primary 7 class.

welcome back to the world of old school chalk boards.

my ahbeng boyss.

they treat us like superstars. everyone wanted our photos n autographs.ha.

the lovely kids painted my chi name on their shirts (:

how sweet. those lil monkey kids.

a t-shirt painting activity got them so excited!
if it were our spore kids, im sure they wun sulk and act like spoilt brats

and i found some really talented budding artists!

my dear co-teachers.

we taught the kids the word 'dreams'.
and this kid said to me
"we're just village kids.
we dont dare to dream."

and my heart felt a squeeze.

one boy's dream was to learn eng well.
and come visit us in singapore! how sweet.aww.

and i rlly hope their dreams will come true..

the cute lil things!

me baby and cuties.

the awesomest er zhong-ers @ dinner time!

finally after almost a week being locked up in the school.
we did a prison break on sundayy!
we felt like ns boys booking out (:
and we were wisked off to some ulu hill for a bbq on the hills.
sounds interesting?! (it better be good)

chickens gone wild. this is how u get bird flu.

china's very own version of rice dumplings.

and i saw this lil cutie wif her treasured umbrella.

the boy does haf a funky haircut i must say.

little handsome mr china 2oo8

and its time for our first ever bbq on the hillss!

and yes! i made it to the top wif the boys!

our final session with the kids.

they wrote this for us on our last lesson.

quite touching indeed.

proud tchers!

class of primary 7. er zhong 2oo8!

class of primary 8. er zhong 2oo8!

class photoooo (:

me & serene!

my students! (:

the china kidsss!

me baby and the kids!

time for some cam whoringg!

taking pics are a way of killing time.
a useful way i reckon

the constipated shawn.
yes, the toilets were tt bad.

our messy bunk!

bunk one! (: my lovely roomies.
we've been through poker, gossips, peanut butter and the storm tgt.
xoxo.loves.

bunkie mates all set to leave this nasty bunk!

after the trip, we had sightseeing in guangzhou.
and our visit to this temple turned out like this (:

i must say this ocip is a great experience.
i truly thankgod for our flush-able toilets, our clean water,
our goood sofy pillows, our air-cons and the whatnots.
hopefully next yr i can take on cambodia ocip or somewhere else.

and i admit this trip have also made me realised alot of things.
but i dont feel like lamentating about the thoughts n doubts
cos right now
all i wanna do is just to live the moment.
well, either live or die trying.tts the way of life.

anw now that the teaching's over.
its time to go back to civillisation!
next stop; hongkong!
wait up for the nx updatee!

2008-05-12T00:18:00.001+08:00

twelve may
and im finally 20.
it has been a bumpy journey
but i've made it this far.
wad a miracle.

):

2008-05-12T00:02:00.003+08:00

standing infront of the busy t-junction
i hear the buzzling sounds of engines as cars whiz past
yet all i see if a fuzzy image of moving things infront of me
and i never felt so lost before.

the green man signals me to cross
but i still stood rooted to the earth
i took a glance left and then right.
and i realize theres no hand to tug me along
i could only hold the hands of the passing wind.

and i dread the many more cross roads ahead in my path.

wouldnt it be great if roads could go on forever
and just go straight straight down all the way?
but we all know thats just a dream.

2008-04-21T20:56:00.005+08:00

exams are overrr!
finally its time for some updates!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN!

ben dearieee!
pls dont kill me for missing your bd bash at raffles hotel! ):
im so soo sooo glad to have known you
i'll never forget the long phone talks n everything.
and our funny outings with many photos
many loves!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALARIC!

at bkk after route-66!

its been great knowing you alaricboy!
we'll all miss you when you leave for melbourne ):
I AM MISSING OUR BKK TRIP TERRIBLY!

modelling flashback

2008-03-22T02:28:00.010+08:00

looking through the pics on my com..
from the first photoshoot til today.
its been 3 years since my first shoot at 17!

haha. come walk down memory lane with me.

seventeennn me

me at seventeen.

jan 2oo7! nineteen years and countint..

dont let my rose petals wither

my nose got immune to the scent of roses after awhile

(: i like

me playing emo.ha

black & white is still classic.

me n michelle during some shoot.

nice artistic shot

cheongsam fever.

asience hair product launch. awesomme!

the adrenaline rush of the runway
can never be understated.

family blues

2008-03-05T02:43:00.004+08:00

i still remember those days.
those days i still call mummmy
as if you were my only arms of comfort
i still remember sitting at the porch
waiting for daddy to return fr his overseas trip

but times have changed im afraid.
and im no longer ur lil baby daughter.
ive grown up and got my zeppelin.
i dread anymore conversations
becos you cant comprehend my thoughts
ive tried to reason to persuade. i have.
but im afraid im sick of doing so.

perhaps its time for you all
to learn to let go.
ive chosen the way i wanan lead my life
and if i fall, i'll pick myself up.
its time you understand u cant always be there
to catch my fall.

life's a bitch
and you made it worse.

vdayyy (:

2008-02-15T02:00:00.004+08:00

fourteen feburary.
another day just like every other day.
but just that it has a name called valentines.

and this valentine, ive got someone special to spend with (:

delirious even on valentines day.

woofs(:

iphotobooth whoreess.

chomppss!

slurpps

kisses!

you make me smile (:

i got this precious lil red book this year.
it tells a story of a boy and a girl (:
with the scribblings of a familiar handwriting
and pictures of a familiar face.
the story has only begun wif afew chapters.
and im glad theres still space to fill up many more to come.

and soon, we'll fill the pages up
with laughter joy and love.
yes, just you and me (:

pan's 21st.

2008-02-12T21:53:00.001+08:00

sch's been a busy hell
now thats an understatement.
i realized how much ive been buried in the books
that my last entry was so pretty long ago.
or rather there werent many happenings apart fr sch.

anyway, lets backdate to pan's twenty2!

birthdayboy (:

(:

braces boy.

secret recipe! loves.

the birthday cardddd.

braceless braces.

"dear panpan (:
its been a blast knowing you
my fellow smugger in school
my fellow boater on weekends.
my listener at times when i need most.
im glad we've gone thru some waves tgt.
and i really miss our bkk shopping trip (:
thanks for being my dear pan.for being a true fren.
HAPPY twenty2! and i'll be there for ur 23rd! "

2008-02-03T01:53:00.000+08:00

you could be my unintended

moodless.

2008-01-19T01:41:00.000+08:00

uncertainty happiness fear joy

its a vicious cycle of emotions.

sometimes i wish i was numb

though life would be black & white

but at least its simpler this way.

fight the blues.
find the drive.
angst is perhaps the way of life.

jer daddy's 30th!

2008-01-14T22:31:00.000+08:00

12 january, saturday
jeremy daddy's birthday dinner!

my loves (:

delirious buncha kids.

ben (:

the young-at-hearts.

the real young-at-hearts.

me & pan with the "uncles".

alaric baked for daddy!

eddee boy (:

the birthday boyyyy!

bryan!

i love nerdss!

braces!

weiyin & mabz!

issacc galpal!

permanently infront of the camera.

panpan (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JER DADDY! (:
my greatest daddy.
its amazing how we just
walked into each other's life.
i simply love our chui outings
thanks for always being there!
may 30th be a jolly chuiful year!

now fun aside,
its week 2 of school.
im glad the fire is still burning.

you make me smile

blues

2008-01-08T00:48:00.000+08:00

school have begun
the war is waging once more
and the suffering is endless.

im starting to fear.
im starting to be skeptical.
isit just me?
tell me
my intution is wrong

just when im feelin the blues
theres bound to be someone who chases it away
just when im feeling tired
theres someone to liven things up
just when im feeling down
theres someone to lean on

theres always someone in life.
perhaps its this thot that keeps me going.
dont blow out my fire.

i hate the sch blues.

ny eve party

2008-01-02T01:08:00.000+08:00

hello 2oo8; goodbye 2oo7!

ny eve was spent at rasa sentosa.
the theme was to get smashed
and we really did. did we?

we're high even before countdown!

huggiess

delirious cheryl. dont feed her alcohol.

alcohol really makes my eyes grow small!

loves.

russel was out to ruin our pic!

and we're on the way to high-ness.

me & russel

our new year pic! (:

alcohol makes yuoo sleeppy.

russel nigelbaby me!

e girls r out to get russell!

the guys just love taupoks.

tian ci! amost gone.

russel celebrating ownage!

me & amanda

im still red at 3ish am.

baby took a sneeze! caught u on camera!

WE GOT SMASHED!

happy new year baby!

2oo7.
its really over.
its amazing how it flew past so quickly.
the flashbacks of 2oo7 just makes me emo.
2oo8
im gonna embrace it
becos its gonna be a good year
not just cos i make believe it.
but im sure ive got someone to
color-me up (:

new year resolution?
ive got none yet
theres one hopes & wishes
cheers to 2oo8!

xmas neon party!

2007-12-27T13:28:00.000+08:00

christmas eve!

this year,
theres no more white xmas.
time for a change; time to go NEON!

the neon party goers.

and whose birthday isit?

presenting our BIRTHDAYBOY!

happybirthday jeremy cutie! (:

and my neon color is BLUE!

fishnets me!

color-me neon cupcakes!

neon straws to complete our theme!

ben brightens up with YELLOW!

yummy royce chocs!

duncan goes greennn

my tag says: "jeremy's partyyy"

duncan cheryl jeremy!

hello mr quiet.

oh and we've got mr HAPPY too!

my lil cam whorer.

alaric!

ben!

birthdayboy looks chui-ed. alcohol overload!

duncan! (:

cupcakes. bites!

i got a BLUE one! to match my outfit!

ROAR!

delirious already.

duncan!

peeing 101.how to pee standing up.

delirious again

(:

neon
and this wraps up the xmas eve night!

christmas day

christmas is the epitome of the booze
party good food and LOVE!

im done wif the booze and the partyin.
so its time for good food!
christmas bbq dinner at hommee (:

but first of all,
i got onto baby's car
and he passed me my xmas present!

the pretty box baby wrapped himself! (looks stylistically good)

and theres 2 pretty chocs inside

and i was touched to see this.

pretty agnes b. lock chain (: loves!

nothing beats a gift from ur baby

all ready for bbq!

mushrooms wif creamcheese&bacon filllingg. i swear by this recipe!

cheryl's bacon wif goldenmushroomsss (:

i cooked this! and baby dug a hole b4 i had a good shot of it!

homemade tiramisu! (:

booze - check
partying - check
good food - check
love - check
okay i got it all.
and the cycle repeats

zouuukkk

highh high highhh!

i love my boy (:

i had a colorful xmas.
so colorcolor-me again. next christmas (:

wrap party!

2007-12-24T00:35:00.000+08:00

keluar baris wrap party!
21st dec o7 high street apartment

tonight is pan dearie's short film premiere!
and we're all glam-ed up to support our lead star!

jeremy cheryl daryl derrick eddee weiyin mabel issac alaric (:

its a black affair!

braces (without the braces!)

pan!

this is comical.god knows wad weiyin was pointing at!

presenting our film star panboy!

daddy dear

nono daddy din touch me! hahah

daddy & his princess.

daddy & his lil girls.

and dear weiyin came up with the mirror whoring tactic

so we created our very own series of
the trendiest runway looks of fall o7!

heres our self-made editorial shots!

the ladies.

then the boys decided to join in

and it didnt mattered to us that
we werent the only ones in the party.

giving our best red carpet shot.

we're e shameless awesomest 10 (:

our grand finale pose (derrick k. strikes his model pose)

and that was the wrap for our self directed
self claimed self adored shoot.
but we continued whoring nonetheless.
with newer crops and newer ideas (:

it was supposed to be just me & braces
but look the boys r always ready to squeeze in for the camera!

braces and eddee was force feeding my candy

derrick simply loves to lickk candycanes.

nice earring issac!

leg pops! elmo-ians (:

me & junfeng!

galpal issac gives a modelpose!

they look irritatingly tall!

the cherrygarcia gang

me & dong!

my dear boys

my loves!

glenn's house is simply stylistically the best!

and we adjourned to partyyy away!

since the music was bad, we decided to take pics to entertain ourselves

wad more can i ask for
than such great company (:
it was a fun night and it sets the mood
for this christmas week to come!
i love my lovesss (:

kissy for babyboy!

(:

snuggles (:

oh and happy merry christmas eve
xmas is just one of the days i rlly look
forward to each year.
its the festive season of love
and it feels good to be in love.
i cant wait til the clock strikes twelve (:

bkk loves!

2007-12-21T00:52:00.000+08:00

finally.finally.finally.
the long awaited bangkok trip! (:
BKK HERE I COMMMEEEE!

day one; arriving at bkk

okay its budget air time. bleah
my first ever budget flight.

me & alaric on board airasia!

feels good to be leaving spore.
feels good to know im in for retail therapy
feels good to be with my dear pan & al.
feels sad though.to be away fr babyboy.

anyway, ready or not folks!
let me breeze you through my exciting bkk trip!

once we reached bangkok & checked in,
me & pan headed to kaosan!
its a backpackers alley.

so... first up is my first thai dinner! yumms.

our dinner place!

i love phadthai! ROARS!

MANGO stickyrice. awesomest!

eating at the roadside.
unglam but authentically good.

i love the neon lights of kaosan.

and of cos. night markets are my faves too!

its a nice busy night scene!

ready for dessert time! banana choc crepe!

this is soo yumilicious (:

and we're gg to throng patpong tonite!
its where all the sleezy s.pu**y shows
and agogo boys are found!

in the cabbie!

pre-clubbing whoring.

and whoring again on the way back too.

day two; chatuchak market! (:

ohgod i swear by chatuchak
perfect shoppin haven.
its way cleaner n better than i expected
it to be! its been years since i last came!

inside chatuchak!

theres half a car in this shop!

we're ready to bring down chatuchak!

time to break for lunch!

nth beats good thai food (:

the cakes here just look sooo damn good!

aww. arent the lil bunnies cute.

a whole store of bunnies!

you just feel like bringin em home!

and we spent another nite at patpong
but this time round, we caught up wif peiru!

peiru cherylll alaric!

meet the fantastic four!

day three; mbk shoppin centre & siam sq

mbk shopping centre!
dunkindonuts there is awesomest!

and pan brought me to this chinese restaurant for lunch.

their icetea & chrysanthemum freeze is just so addictive!

cheryl is all smiles.

and so is daryl dearie.

see, holidays makes pple happy.
and its also brings us down memorylane.
doesnt it?

let the whoring begin!

fried rice!

cherylll is ready to tuck in!

after mbk, its time for siam square.
theres plentiful stores owned
by local designers and i swear they are
really awesomest and stylistically the best!

siam is spore's better version of haji lane!

i love their local designers!

and we spotted A&W!
i so miss the curlyfries.and waffles.yums

looks good.taste good.this is life!

awesomest rootbeer float!

anyway, the night is young.
and its time for party & the booze!
so tonight we headed to ROUTE66 at RCA!

the clubs at RCA at all damn prettyy!

inside route66!

watch me turn RED fr alcohol soon
or am i red already?

you see, alcohol makes ur eyes grow smaller within 60secs.

this is delirious cheryl.

you cant stop me when im high.

panboy!

alaricboy!

we oh-so-loveee thai clubs!

god knows wad was i up to.

the music at route66 is so godly good.
but the weird thing is theres no dancefloor.
so when theres no dancing,
alcohol makes us sleepyweepy n delirious kids.

so this is wad you get. delirious us at 2ish am.

uber chui-ness.indeed.

awesomest threesome.ha okay sounds wrong.

one last delirious kiss for the nite!

day four; platinum shopping centree

ohyboy its another day of shoppingg (YAYness)
its a new 5storey shopping place
mainly for girls stuff. sorry boys!

whorin early in the moring.tsktsk.

i heart big shopping malls. yayness!

look at the blingbling shoe shop!

theres always time for teatime (:

i found a blue xmas tree outside platinum mall!

and tts pertunam at the backdrop!

by the end of day4, me n pan were
shagged out from nonstop shoppin action
shopping is really an acquired skill.
need good bargaining practices and excellent
leg power. but it makes cherylll a happygirl!

day five; LAST DAY!

its the last day!
so we had a FINAL round of shopping
yes final.one last chance to shop!
ha you see. we nv give up any chance to shop
and bring down bkk.
after which, we were so shagged
we decided to take a break and haf icemonstterrr! roar!
its so damn good. icemango.slurpsss.

you give me mango; i give you happy cherylll

and you get a contented panpan too!

yumyum (: i love.

ice monster attack!

look at those luggage.tsktsk.

time to head homeee!
i left with a 5kg bag.
and i return with a almost 15kg load.

retail therapy is just sooo therapeutic.

damagecontrol: 25dresses 1 bag 2 heels 4tops 4flipflops 2berms & accessories.

but the damage done is a hole
a relatively big hole in my pocket
but it was a great trip nonetheless
and thanks pan for going thru the
non-stop shoppin action wif me these 5days
and alaric for arrangin all the stuff for us!
i wonder where we shld head to next round! (:

i heart bkk (:

cupcakes!

2007-12-20T23:33:00.000+08:00

cupcakes! (:

hey loves
im back from bangkok! (:
it was awesomest! esp the shoppin part.
anyway the night before baby flew back
i decided to bake him cupcakes (:

heres a look at cherylll's cupcake session!

timecheck! 11ish!

girlfrens stayover!

hard at work!

messy baker me.

yawnsss.sleepyweepy time.
and still undone.

strawberry peanutbutter banana chocolate flavours!

cupcakes waitin to enter the oven!

fresh from the oven!

cheryl's awesomest cupcakes!

okay it was kinda rush
and i din rlly manage to bake the best
of all cupcakes at 2am
may not be the prettiest
may not be the yummiest
but its baked with loveeeee!
and tt makes it awesomest (:

just for youuu baby (:
loves.

zoukout! meet e loves part 3

2007-12-09T23:16:00.000+08:00

life is good
when u get to meet ur loves
they r the ones tt keeps me going
and here part 3 of meet-the-loves

friday 07 dec

meet-the-loves #7; panpan dearie

how can my meet-the-loves not include pan dearie!
so we headed for drinks first.
weirdly before dinner. at bartop? i forgot e name
but it was a pretty n nice chillout place (:

dearies (:

dearest panpan
its been awesomest havin u ard
going thru bonduecamp
going thru shitty term 1
going thru our most chui period
going thru trainings
together.
im glad ive got you ard
you just made sch much more bearable
thanks for bein there lovess (:

at fishnco, i rem we were sayin hw fast
it has been. 2 months n more.
and im glad, we're both wearing smiles nw.
we've come through the rain;
now lets embrace the sunshine
finally, we can breathe once again

and now, its time for us to head to bkk
and buy the town down wif our shoppaholic ways!

saturday 08 dec

meet-the-loves #8; jeremy daddy

annddd the next meet-the-love session
is dedicated to dearest jer daddy (:
and we headed to yummy islandcreamery for a
yumilicious tea time treat!

daddy and his princess (:

we heart islandcreameryyyy (:

daddy dearest;
its been amazin how close we've got.
the lil chats the secrets the gossips
and of cos the uber chui-ness.
thanks for being there
to listen
to advice
to add laughter
to party
to be my dearest paps

thankyou jer daddy (:
and just like our wine glasses clicked
we gave cheers;
to ultimate chui-ness
forever and always.

and everyone,
where else can we be on 8dec in spore
except for ZOUKOUT!

im ready to zouk-it-out. are you?

and so are they!

my little cuteboy eddee!

biggg cuteboy braces!

happy threee (:

my party-goers!

me & jeremydaddyy

us whorin againn!

and we had a preparty at rasa sentosa presidential suite!

at the suite's balcony wif a birdseye view of zoukout!

my fellow vainpoottt (:

alaric boy! check out his shirt!

wassup suferdude!

braces kept smiling. so i had to give him some credit and help
him announce the arrival of his cologate whitee BRACELESS teeth.
and braces without braces seems familiar yet strange.
but u'll still b my braces. no way will i call u retainers.

we caught 2 hotties at mambo! cute utt (:

and looks who i bummed into! peiru!

and there was a helicopter filmin zoukout!

this is my 3rd zoukout man.
and perhaps the last on siloso i guess.
the partying and company was great
but i wished baby was there wif me.

3 more days.
im counting down
i miss you boy (:

meeting the loves part 2

2007-12-07T13:47:00.001+08:00

hey folks
its meet-the-loves part 2!

wednesday o5 dec

meet-the-loves #5; LTB mates

7th-heaveners do wad they do best
they make loads of noise in and outta class.
so a good place to make "noise" is to sing K!
yes its my fave kara session (:

BUT i happily brought my camera without my SD card
this is cam whores' #1 most grave mistake!

fear not! we whored way too much
during our entire ltb project (:

here goes..
startin wif our famous posters.
staring manandesai as the ex-convict!

haha we r great wayangers eh!

say yes with us!

bitchy us at work

this is wad we do durin our meetings!

and now u knw why no work is completed!

wads 7th heaven without her charlieangels?

we're a bunch of delirious kids.

cartoonist us.

now the girls turn!

wayne's a camwhore toooo!

and so are our 2 other boyys!

we dream alot.but we achieve the unachievable!

whoring in the car! (wads new)

me can wash car too! (:

life-is-a-highway carwash day!

and we wash bikes tooo!

with our damn-zai TA; wayne!

7th heaven huat ah!

7th heaven class of 2oo7

7th heavennn
my dear wayang-ers.
its funny how 7strangers turned
into 7awesomest frens.
you guys just made LTB so fun!
i'll always remember
squeezing into shaun's car on tues
arriving at breakthru half asleep
chasing cars at the carpark
using our mei-ren ji always (ha)
smoking our way through everything
drinking our picknbite milo
arriving late as always for class
irritating our damn zai ta

its really one whole day on tuesday
dedicated to LTB n spent wif you all!
indeed,tuesdays will nv be the same ever again.
im lookin forward to CATS with all of u!
remember, circle of trust!
and as always,
7th heaven HUAT ah! (:

thursday o6 dec

meet-the-loves #6; crescent gfs

lunch-ing with crescent cliquey!

candid moments

franciiee didi!

my dearest france

bouncer xin!

phyllis!

us without cindy who hates phototakin!

my dear crescent cliquey
its amazing how we realized its almost
4years since we left those crescent gates.
i do miss the good ol' times with u all.
never forget the digusting massruns
never forget the chem lab sessions
never forget the chia-bu jokes
never forget the neoprint days
never forget the hv muggin days
never forget the balloons u made me
bring into the exam hall on my bd
never forget the red table we haf recess at daily

thanks for the awesomest 2years tgt
and cheers to the great frenship always
i heart you all.

meet up sessions! (:

2007-12-04T22:35:00.000+08:00

its holiday time folks (:
say goodbye november;hello december!
so this week is dedicated to chilling with my loves!

monday o3 dec

meet-my-loves #1 session; gerald bro

from mere colleagues at cafedelmar to my dear godbro
we've come a long way this yr indeed.
always there to listen to my blues
always there to cheer me on
always there to suffer together

thanks bro (: uve been awesome!

meet-my-loves #2 session;
dearest braces & alaric (:

and we headed down to dempseyhill! (:

and extra braces' head had to pop in when i clicked e shutter!

we took great pains to get us all into the pic

and we succeeded! yay-ness! welcome to pscafe!

and we whored even before dessert arrived. (wads new right?!)

braces (:

stickycakke & appless pieee. sinful!

i loveeee profiteroles!

me & alaric boy!

braces chomps cherylll!

ONE-TWO-THREE. 3 happy kids.

hah we were delirious

and we're always ready for the camera

braces has been sticking out his tongue e whole nite

after pscafe, we headed to ben&jerrys!
and sneaked into the kids playroooomm!

braces tryin to be cutesyy!

wana play LEGO wif me??

cherylll is a happy girl.

we found a cute lil moooo outside bnj!

lil boy alaric!

and act-leetle braces.ha

we live our world upside down

my boys gone high.sugar rushh!

my dearest fellow elmo-ian!

chui to the max!

one last pic to wrap up the nighhht!

we heart dempsey
it was surely a great mon nite out!
mondays never seemed so awesomest in e past.
my dear braces;
how fast one yr has passed.
from the good ol' cathay days.
and our newton supper retreats
u always bully meeeeee
but i knw im still ur dear elmo hor.
and rem i celebrate my bd 365times a yr! (:
you're always the quiet braces
who is yet always there when i need a ear (:

my dear alaric;
from the good rawking nite outs
to the good coffee sessions and chats.
its been nice knowing youuu better!
always the hyper chatty alaricboy
i heart our mini talks n gossips lahhh
and im so lookin forward to our bkk trip wif pan!

tuesday o4 dec

meet-my-loves #3 session; jas girlfren

me heart gf sessions (:

you give me mango; i give u happypill

this is called; pure bliss.

gluttons; deep in work.

gone in sixty seconds? -pouts.

jassy wants moreeee tooooo!

yumilicious (:

my new ps stalker

stalker trys to take my legs.

and my stalker followed me to istana park

my stalker loves my LV too.

dear girlfrennn
its been more than 3 yrs since becomin gfs
its always funny tinking back abt the
young innocent jasmine i once knew.
but i still love the wilder louder jasmine now
who have learnt to swear and scold.hahah
i'll nv trade you for any other girlfren (:
me hearts jassy girlfren!

meet-my-loves #4 session; ben dearie!

haha. we're always ready for e cam!

our fave pose! never changes!

haha look! me on ben's iphone wallpaper!

and he's on mineee!

ben's newest toy! i like!

hello ms little naughty!

one last pic before we left starbucks!

starbucks wheelock is my new chill place
with tofeenut latte ice low-fat; its heavenly!
i got influenced by my donkey boy and im a sucker
for toffeenut now!

and i just love hangout sessions wif bendearie.
we never fail to laugh our whole way throughout.
and our amusing cam whoring experiences.
you never fail to bring a smile on me (:
the tears,joy,laughters,shitty times,secrets we shared
i'll always remember.always (:
im glad you came into my life at that time
thankyou dearie (:

and this long entry sums up my fun these 2 days!
well i gotta keep myself busy so i wont miss babyboy
like crazy. growls. 14days left. seems forever.

its more meetup sessions tmr!
stay tune for more meet-the-loves updates folks!

exams r over! (:

2007-12-02T19:46:00.000+08:00

exams are over!
(dont ask me how was exams)
yay-ness! (: i successfully survived SMU for term1.
its 5 good weeks of holi before dreadful term2.
so im goin to make full use of these 5 weeks!

heres the top highlights-of-fall-o7
and things that i hope santa will bless me with:

#1: bangkok trip!
ready or not; here we come!
me & panpan are gg to bring down bkk!
and i'll b flyin off on e 14th wif alaric boy!

#2: christmas!
yest me and baby thronged busy orchard road
it sure felt nice to bask in the festive atmosphere.
starin into the bright xmas lights; holding ur hands
i see a bright christmas ahead (:

#5; meetin the happymates!
its catching up time with my best mates!
sch deprived me of meeting my loves as often as i wish to
so its time to start booking ur appts wif me! haha

#4: iphone!
yes im ardent supporter of apple (: ive got my macbook ipod and so im lackin a nice iphone.

isnt it awesomest and stylistically the best? (:
i hope santa would b good to me this year.

#5; miumiu wallet!

its not exactly the one i want.
but its just a typical miumiu simplistically-the-best classic wallet im looking out for.

okay tts about it for now.

and btw, baby's flyin off ltr! ROAR!
16days til 18th when i fly back.
arghs.you're gonna be missed ):
loves!

emo night

2007-11-26T00:58:00.000+08:00

there are many things in life that
we often take for granted.

the sunshine smiles of your frens
the kind gestures of strangers
the warm love of your loves

day in & day out.
we take simple things like that for granted.
we carry on with our hectic life without
saying a lil thankyou to these people
and its only when its too late
that we stop to give thanks for these god-sents.

i remember the day grandma died.
god, i miss her so much still.
i never wanted to say goodbye.
its been 7ish years. yet i still tear
when i remember her.
under her wings; i feel sheltered.

must things spell disaster
before we can learn to treasure things n pple better?
haf u ever woke up feeling void.
asking yourself why ure alive when u hope to b dead.
and realize the only thing that u get outta bed for
is becos ure being loved by many others.

its this love
that kept me going all these while
in times of rain, you all brought the sunshine back
i found solace under all your love.

so today;
i say thankyou and iloveyou
to my family
to my babyboy (:
to my dear jas girlfren
to my DB loves
to my dear ben
to my dear bestie
to my dear SMU pals
to my dear ac pals
to my dear crescent clique
to my dear frens

you threw me a rainbow
when all i asked for was sunshine
and baby; i know
its a tough fact to accept
a saddening reality to face
its tough to lose ur frens like tt
but life still goes on like always
but you know that
you can always rest with me til a brighter day (:

2007-11-25T10:10:00.000+08:00

goodmorning world.
its a bright sunny sunday.
i was up at an unearthly hour at 8am for dental.

im scoff at myself for sitting at my table
with a disgusting twc book infront of me
on this niceeeee sunshine weekendddd.

the only thing i can update on is on muggistry.
and the best things is the cam whoring
still continues (wads new)

so when the mugging gets tough..

the SMUggers get delirious

imac photobooth became our bestfren

irritating donkey yuoooo.

and im just camera shy after midnite.

we dig happy pills

we make muggistry fun (:
mon-twc; fri-econs; sat-financial acct
soon the fight will be over. soon.

and on an angsty note;
dude get real. tell ur frens to shut the fookup.
you're just drowning in the words of others
but its alrite, choose to believe if thats wad
makes you happppyyy
yes its YOU im talking about.
ohgawd. quit being so pathetic
stop talkin abt my frens when u know no shite.

wadever it is,
i say hello today;goodbye yesterday
embrace today; fuck yesterday.

DB loves!

2007-11-21T01:56:00.000+08:00

dragonboat;
the sun; the 5 butts up; the seawater; the happy juice (:
but wads db without a great team.
my ccwa boaters (: i heart.

its a tad late,
but here some of our regatta and team gathering moments!
the fun; the laughter; the joy; the smiles
memories all etched in my heart.

4thnov; regatta
on a bright cherry sunday morning,
i headed to rafflesplace to catch my dearies in action
and had good ol' macs breakfast wif nigelboy! (:

alaric,braces,mabel,daryl,cheryl (: love!

dearies!

panpan!

me & alaric! (:

my fellow elmo-ian!

my dear teammatess!

and fast forward to
11thnov; teamgathering
its a happy sunday afternoon.
buffet lunch @ marketcafe raffles the plaza hotel with my mates!

loves (:

panpan!

me pan alaric!

morgann!

alaric boy!

terence! my dear birthday boy!

galpals!

weiyin me mabz!

morgan n beethiam!

yangfeiiii!

see those happy faces.
these are the faces i see on my wkend mornings.
its been a blast joining them.
im glad i chose db over it. im glad.

and now;
im a happy girl.
cos you made me one

jap fashion show!

2007-11-18T01:49:00.000+08:00

im overwhelmed by exam stress man.
been muggin wif donkey like mad these days.
so heres a late update on the amene jap fashion show
that i did on nov 2 @ the arts house.

12 girls.
12 star signs.

timecheck; 830am
shunji matsuo hair salon

celebrity makeup artish; karen lai!

timecheck; 12noon
im finally done wif makeup!

gettin tattooo-ed!

still not doneee.. ROAR!

glitterize me!

haha i look like a life-size doll.

sinning infront of the mirror.hahah

timecheck; 2pm.
5 more hours to showtime.

i stole jocelyn's strawberries.ha

let the whoring begin.haha

my outfit; im SCORPIO!

closeup of my makeup.

cheryl went euphoric.

photographer's closeup shots!

this so doesnt look like me!

kimonoooo!

here the final tattooo!

btw, i tink the taxi uncle got freaked out by our bombastic hairs

timecheck; 6pm. gearing up for showtime!

meet disco girl!

princess wannabe.

me wif ms fruity!

blueee wigggg!

ohhh fierce! hahah tryin to!

check out the amount of hairspray used to keep it up!

okay tts all folks!
i dont haf much photos cos e rest are still with the photographherrs!
will upload the rest next time perhaps (:

i still remember being scouted by the jap designer; shoko at cafedelmar
when i was working. and now, the show's over.
time flies. indeed.
if only time can slow down;
let me catch the precious moments once again.

even if a rainbow is short-lived
its still a rainbow nonetheless.
happy im and shall be.

toyrus!

2007-11-14T11:23:00.000+08:00

HAPPY; part 1

its deepavali!
and this is what happens when 2 SMUggers
hit town for retail therapy and fun (:

its time to be kids once again (:

kids at heart (:

thomas choo chooo trainnn!

donkey's butt is too big for the seat!

warning! for kids 2-6yrs old.

overaged overgrown donkey! (:

piglet & eeyoree's mass orgy!

(:

me heart toyrus

and we watched 11th hour
i swear its the worse movie ever.
so we spent 20bucks sleepin in the cinema.
ass! nv ever watch it! dun b fooled by its
trailer or posters!

anw, it was a great day out.
a day away from school and stress.
its the awesomest!

Happy; Part 2!

as much as i grumble about sch.
i must say there are good things out of it.

yours truly (: nigel took this during FA! i wasnt whoring!

okay so heres e mates that keeps me going in school (:

panpan dearie!

this is wad we do when we get bored in the library

my donkey; nigel boy (:

wheeees. (:

ROAR! cherylll bites!

nigel,cheryl,irving,elanor; FA MATES!

7th heaven's charlie angels!

when LTB mates go insane.

our boys are closet cam whores actually!

me & dear mama!

sem 1 is ending.
and i'll miss my silly proj mates.
esp my LTB & comms mates.
thanks for all the fun folks.
its been a blast (:

school can be awesomest.
only cos of YOU ALL (:

lost.

2007-11-10T23:26:00.000+08:00

i smiled.
i laughed.

but
i wonder.
i doubt

give me the truth serum.

or perhaps
we shld learn to not ask why

just let me bask in this moment
and i give thanks for this rainbow

怀念

2007-11-07T16:02:00.000+08:00

怀念

heres some long overdue pics! (:
with my loves!
thanks for the joy, laughter & fun guys.

okay here goes!

saturday 13oct
its back to dempsey again!
this time wif dear alaric & issac pals! (:

issac, cherylll, daryl, jeremy (:

we heart champagne!

and with alaric this time!

sunday 14oct
its time to go atas @ ooshhh!
dempsey again!

me & ben!

friday 12 oct.
a happy friday night out!
we headed to dempsey; wine company!

nicee (:

me & panpan dearie!

my loves; pan & daddy!

friday 5oct.
its time for essential-brewing!

ready AGAIN!

ben; posing as always.

thanks loves!
u all have brough much joy & laughter
in times when i need it most.
panpan, ben, jeremy daddy, alaric, issac!
thanks for bringin the sunshine after the rain.

yay-ness!

2007-11-01T00:58:00.000+08:00

yay-ness!
comms presentation is finally over. one down.
2 more presentations to go.
after tues, i can breathe once again!
but then comes muggin for final exams.ROAR!

okay this post is pretty random.
but i just gotta share my joy (:
cos ive got a new motivation & drive!
im so looking forward to flying off in dec (:
airticks are booked and im roaring to go!
-jumps! i can picture myself gg to changi airport nw.
retail therapy; is good for the brokensoul.

after all, i need some peace.
sch and everythin has been pretty awful.
happyhappyhappy!
i just cant stop grinnin from ear to ear;
mouth to mouth, though its 1am.

anw, im gg to upload alot of happy pics soon!
i promise! after tues' presentation! I WILL!

post halloween!

2007-10-28T21:57:00.000+08:00

HALLOWEEEN FEVER

the scary; the kinky; the slutty; the sporty; the eerryy
u name it; halloween's got it right at ZOUK!

so let the costume parade begin...

first up: the SPORTY!
went to meet my soccer boys!

ben duncan jeremy hot in blue!

we tot we were earllyy but look at the crowd!

costume madness @ zouk!

ready for theme 2?
its the red devil vs the pure angel!

dear panpan (my hot devil)

and alaric (my pure angel)!
kudos to alaric's cousin for e nice makeup!

need a jab boys?!

wads halloween wifout vampires?

i got yellow-carded by our refereee for being too naughty!

me & ben! ready for the camera AGAIN! (duncan tries to play background)

so will good triumph over evil this time?

hungry panpan wants to eat me! and angelic alaric still can pose for the camera!

kissedd by the devil.

a kiss for the devil!

angel wanted one too! tsk.so not pure.

one for ben!

its time to take out my needles & injections (real ones okayy!)

jab #1; devil needs to be tamed.

jab #2; duncan needs a happy jab!

we go kinky.

jab #3; ben needs a tra-lala jab!

of cos medic, has her plaster too (:

oh-so-not-pure angel!

jab #4; jeremy cutie is afraid of jabs!

jeremy sings *giveme giveme! he's soooo red!

jer gets plastered by me!

pierreee! hawt too!

rawking wif pierre & peiru!

okay enough of us whoring;
its time to go hunting for randoms.
heres wad i found at zouk!

my fellow nurse! wheres our doc?!

look! theres girl scouts too!

AHA! my doctor! looking blastered.

lets play JACKPOT!

the sexahhh hott carpark aunties!

i caught up wif the zombiess!

look who we found! ISSAC; our boy scout!

jeremyyy! highhighhigh!

our theme complete wif cheerleader!

ben duncan cheryl!

our referreeee! wif his red & yellow cards!

soccerboys go madd at 4am.

the zouk halloween partyers- panpan, cheryl, alaric, ben, jeremy, duncan, cherlyn, ark!
WE HEART HALLOWEEENN

the night just went highhighhigh! (:
from vodka,whisky,champagne,sexonthebeach to graveyardd.
thanks to everyone who was part of my fun.
it was hell of a good halloween party.
funfunfun! i wish the night didnt end

halloooweeenn!

2007-10-26T13:28:00.000+08:00

tink draculas, bloodsuckers, pumpkins, elfs, witches!
wad comes to mind? YES! ITS HALLOWEEN folks (:
im so excited about it. lookin forward to fun tmr night!

ben jeremy & duncan are going sporty! (:
3 kinky footballers with a hot refereee and im supposed to be their cheerleader.
so nigel me & jas gf went to no1costume shop yest to hunt for my
cheerleader outfit!
BUT sadly, their cheerleadin costumes r chui to the max.
BOOs. call yourself no1. costume shop!

anw, ive got a backup plan!
catch me at halloweeen & ure in for some treat! (dun tink dirty hhaa)

me heart halloween;
finally i can smile laugh & play.
its a good step away from the troubles.
im glad.

最熟悉的陌生人

2007-10-24T22:05:00.000+08:00

HELLO blog!
ive finally set up my blog amidst drownin in the books in school.
yes im afraid u all have to put up wif my whining for the time-being.

many things have changed in my life since sch started.
its wk 10 and things seem so different.
how apt it is 最熟悉的陌生人 - a familiar stranger.
sad is just an understatement.
there goes deeper than just hollowness.
there are many things i wanna say before i can say goodbye.
i truly wonder what things wld have become if there wasnt sch n stuff.

soon, u'll realise u've lost the magic.
soon, u'll its too late to apologize
you wloud nveer udnresatnd the wram traes taht folewd.
i doubt you will ever.

fgroet the the sad, the hrut & the tares.
just throw me a rainbow. let me breathe once again.
goodbye lover, hello stranger.